I'm living day to day, assignment to assignment. and interspersing my stressed out moments with little bursts of television to distract me from the trainwreck that is my organizational abilities. So day to day it is. Last night stayed up to write a paper for Islam class (or rather stayed up till 230am and then went to bed and woke up by 7am to finish it by 10am...but who's counting?) I can't talk about that paper right now, there are so many more pressing things that are disturbing me
1. I can't concentrate. I am so easily distracted, it really is not cool. whether it's reading fmylife.com, or watching some 25minute tv show to space out the chapters i have to read, i'm pretty sure i'm in deep trouble with my study habits. i really need to spend the week post exam week rebooting my system so that i can start my summer scholars set to be all studious. (ok fine, you and i both know that will be a tv-watching palooza) So for right now, i just have to kep my limits in mind, and know when to stop. (luckily fmylife doesnt get updated every 30 minutes...people stop posting after 10pmish, so i can get to work by then...curse whoever advertized for fmylife in their FB status. you know i do everything fb tells me to do!)
2. I'm hungry all the time. There is rarely an hour during which I do not a) think about food b) eat food i'm going to assume it's about dehdeng and let it slide (wait. are there boys who read this blog. haha. poor you tmi.)
3. I crave spicy food. This one is pretty weird. I have this need to consume something spicy like ALL THE TIME. Especially when it's late and I'm trying to stay awake. that's when i hit the indian mango pickle, and the sambal belachan. yumyum, but not just eaten plain everyday..possibly 2ce a day. my stomach is protesting i think, but i'm eating plain yogurt to curb that. crazy confession: i just drank about 5 teaspoons of hotsauce. plain hot sauce (that's like tobassco a little bit) can you imagine that? what's wrong with me?
Maybe I have the same problem Buffy did in this video...(minus the whole coming back from the dead because my friends resurrected me to fight the forces of darkness and they thought i was in hell when i was really in heaven)
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The Blogger
Me...
I'm loyal, I'm fun, I take care of my family and friends, and love them so much!
Every day is a little bit of a fight: with myself, with the world that may not like me to be me.
But I know this: Approach every day, every struggle, every person, with LOVE, and I can do all things.
